Friday, May 11, 2007

Two Wolves


One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.


He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 'wolves' inside us all.


One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.


The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.


The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"


The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

TargetLess

Phew...already finished my oral presentation for thesis yesterday. Didin't really feel that i had being through that, hardly feel the difference of before and after. The feeling was a satisfaction in achieving your task. I enjoy the session a lots.


The way of university life has finally come to the end. It's excited. But, there's worries and fears inside me - the path that i'm choosing for my future. Targetless, exhausted, mentally tired for anything. The first-three years job for a fresh graduate is essential to expand in the coming years. It's so misty for me right now. "What am I really want in life?"

Saturday, May 5, 2007

See you at the top!

It's been long time i didn add any new post. All this while, i was busy with my final year project. i'll graduate soon. Ya...leaving almost 19 years of my study life, join into the reality world-work! It's a new beginning of the other path of my life...

Hmm...my feeling is damn complicated now. Mixed feeling... I'm very excited to start my new path, can't wait to have achievement of my career. However, i lack of courage. I'm afraid of the world outside. Will i have what I want? Or I got nothing after spending years of my time? May be I'm thinking too much.

But for sure, I have a positive thinking now. A good mindset that let me understand that life is full of excitements. Knowing my strength and weaknesses, putting efforts, I believe that i'll reach the top. Cheers...