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24/5/07 - 1:55am

最近我从我的一位小学同窗认识了一伙他的朋友。我很容易就融入了这一伙人，所以我们全部都归类成“结友”。刚离开大学生涯的我，很沉重，很空虚。但亏我一直以来都交友广阔。哈！所以还不赖。闷了，可以直接叫朋友出来喝茶，得空还可以找找朋友吃饭。但是，我真的有点开始累了。很想有个依靠。再加上现在的我还没有工作，自然很空闲。毫无目标地等时间过，好浪费时间哦！或许可以换个角度较享受吧。姻缘啊，可愈不可求。很天真的想遇到理想的白马王子，这种想法就快要消失了。有时候想象的很难与现实的相同。爱情和面包不能相提并论， 反而一定要有面包才有爱情。长大了，顾虑多了，再不是以前想象的童话故事。都是填饱肚子再说吧！哈哈，多无奈啊。人生不应该是盲目的徘徊着，我应该要醒了，沉睡太久了。醒来吧！开始你另一阶段的梦想追逐！现在才是人生发挥的开始，祝福你！

Two Wolves

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.

He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 'wolves' inside us all.

One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

TargetLess

Phew...already finished my oral presentation for thesis yesterday. Didin't really feel that i had being through that, hardly feel the difference of before and after. The feeling was a satisfaction in achieving your task. I enjoy the session a lots.

The way of university life has finally come to the end. It's excited. But, there's worries and fears inside me - the path that i'm choosing for my future. Targetless, exhausted, mentally tired for anything. The first-three years job for a fresh graduate is essential to expand in the coming years. It's so misty for me right now. "What am I really want in life?"

See you at the top!

It's been long time i didn add any new post. All this while, i was busy with my final year project. i'll graduate soon. Ya...leaving almost 19 years of my study life, join into the reality world-work! It's a new beginning of the other path of my life...

Hmm...my feeling is damn complicated now. Mixed feeling... I'm very excited to start my new path, can't wait to have achievement of my career. However, i lack of courage. I'm afraid of the world outside. Will i have what I want? Or I got nothing after spending years of my time? May be I'm thinking too much.

But for sure, I have a positive thinking now. A good mindset that let me understand that life is full of excitements. Knowing my strength and weaknesses, putting efforts, I believe that i'll reach the top. Cheers...

Ma Precious...

Ahh..I was studied for papers coming on soon. Suddenly i come across all small little things that put on my desk for decorations. I realised that those little immobile garnishries actually have been walking through the past with me unconsciously, as one part of my life. Someone would say that is garbage, but it's cute!! Yaya...i have to admit that it's childish, but i just couldn't help it. Let me publish some of my favourite garnistries...

My booty... I like it most which give me courage to fight in the battle of my life. That chinese term on it's head means that : "You gonna be the Winner!" Looks familiar rite?! There are few more colours to choose in different character. Mine is warrior in red which symbolise courage. Go and grab one at Watson...lolz

Little piggy... (It's non-halal...lolz) Actually the piggy is separated with the stone. I purposely glue it together. I forgot where i bought it. If im not mistaken, it's at a shop at Mid Valley.

A small tanglung with light in it... It's presented by my friend during Mooncake festival 2 years ago.

My penholder... It's not very cute although, but it's meaningful. I bought it for charity when i was primary school. You should know that it's consider expensive for me that time.

Nokia 7610... It's indeed part of decoration for me, and yet it's connecting people. Haha.. I'm a Nokia supporter. Noticing the accessory as well- the carrying rope. It's a very useful and stylish tool, too. Both of it just a good match. Coincidently, the carrying rope is presented by my friend before the phone was bought.

Well...after glance through all this precious...

I've to come back to my studies -.-!

However, my mood is great!!

Ma Baby Niece

This looks weird. She need to cut her hair at her 30th days.

It's been long time i hope for a niece or nephew... Well, today is her 102th in this world! Yeah! Our Choo's precious- the new generations of our family. When she still inside tummy of my elder brother's wife, which i called 'dai sou', my family are so exciting that every individual have their present prepared for the baby. Me, as her aunty, has assigned to prepare a list of beautiful names to my brother. The name list was then send to some sifu to 'calculate' with the baby's birth time. A few names were sent back to my brother to be chosen as the baby name. Haha, finally she got a name-Choo Kit Yeng.

Her presence seem like giving each of everyone of us a new hope. I can sense (not feel) how suffer is my 'dai sou' giving birth to her. However, it's worth while after i interviewed my 'dai sou'. Salute for every single mummy around the world! Especially to my mummy, "you are my superwoman! *muackz!"

Let's talk about my lovely niece. She is a Sagittarius. A very naughty and choosy baby, who cried alot whatever she don't like it. Though she like to do that always, everyone would surrender for her yells -.-! Im not complain, im one of the them who obey her, serve her whatever ways until she stop crying. Even she just smile at you for once, you are willing to give her everything. How powerful is her huh...

Fist week after she was born. Cute!!

Seems like very old right?!

Wanna fight?!

Beauty of Temple (part 1)

During the 15days of cny, have you looking places to go? Besides visiting relatives and friends, shopping to grab your stuff on sales, most of chinese would spend some time to temple for worshipping. I think that chinese is a most superstition race. No offence, Im a chinese too! lolz...

After i went for the famous temple @ KL -天后宫, i was told that there is a nicer temple @ Klang - 东禅寺 (Dong Chan Si in mandarin). It's located in a small village at Jenjarom, Klang.

Perodua Gang!

Picture taken in my kelisa before depart form Serdang towards Klang.

Took about 45 minutes to get to the temple.

Direction (the only way i know): From kesas highway towards Shah Alam and Klang, enter the Banting junction (left), go straight along 4km till a roundabout, take 9 o'clock towards Jenjarom (12 o'clock is pulau carrey), go straight again about 3km, notice a signboard written “佛光山” at a junction ask you to turn right. Congratulation, the temple obviously is on your right.

You can see it its fencing is covered with laterns - full of the aura of cny.

Well...this temple is like a small village which contained few parts. I may divide it into 4 parts - the entrance, the garden, the main worship building and the exhibition hall.

The Entrance

The first view... it's was fascinating!

My friends posting in front of the pagoda... lolz...

View after the entrance...

Start from the entrance, "十八罗汉" (the eighteen arhats) was display at the both sides and in the middle is displaying a Bodhisattva in a lotus flower.

A pagoda on the left...

(To Be continued...)