献给伦的祝福

还记得我小六时是个班长，就读启智华小6I班，班级任是很严格的郑辉荣老师。小六的同窗都大概记得（因为我时常抄命，执行任务嘛），班上最文静的男生也没几个...最文静的就包括小伦了。小六过后，我们都进读了同一间中学。在我印象中，高中一时我只认识小伦。当时的我对男同学都很凶，时常动手动脚。阿伦就是其中一个被我狠打的男同学（请注意：狠打是指手臂部位）。因为学术的问题，没多久我们被派到不同的班。有一段日子都没讲话了... 就在近年来，我们联络回了，特别感到有亲切感，毕竟相识多年了。

猜猜我在那里? 哈哈...我是班长嘛！

阿伦就是头发梳得最帅的男生咯！从上第二排，左边数第三个男生...

10月29日2007年就是阿伦的人生大事的一天。从他相恋7年的女朋友注册那一天，我就很替他高兴。他是一个很体贴的朋友，有点小聪明，很精打细算的一个人。当天，我们大伙儿都预先请了假帮忙。而女孩就顺理成章的当了女家的姐妹，要刁难兄弟帮一下。一些都进行的很顺利，而且很开心。晚上的喜宴都玩得很尽兴，大家都喝的醉醉的。不过大家的心里都为这两位新人祈祷着。

两个人啊，能在这个世界上碰见，相惜相爱，是一种缘分。可遇不可求，当你遇见了就要把握，如果你还没遇到只是缘分还没来。人都是不会满足的，常常会埋怨为什么不会得到比目前好点的。应该要学会知足，惜缘，这样生活也会过得比较开心了, 不是吗！


p.s: 伦，你一定要幸福噢！祝福你！恭喜恭喜！

纳闷

24/5/07 - 1:55am

最近我从我的一位小学同窗认识了一伙他的朋友。我很容易就融入了这一伙人，所以我们全部都归类成“结友”。刚离开大学生涯的我，很沉重，很空虚。但亏我一直以来都交友广阔。哈！所以还不赖。闷了，可以直接叫朋友出来喝茶，得空还可以找找朋友吃饭。但是，我真的有点开始累了。很想有个依靠。再加上现在的我还没有工作，自然很空闲。毫无目标地等时间过，好浪费时间哦！或许可以换个角度较享受吧。姻缘啊，可愈不可求。很天真的想遇到理想的白马王子，这种想法就快要消失了。有时候想象的很难与现实的相同。爱情和面包不能相提并论， 反而一定要有面包才有爱情。长大了，顾虑多了，再不是以前想象的童话故事。都是填饱肚子再说吧！哈哈，多无奈啊。人生不应该是盲目的徘徊着，我应该要醒了，沉睡太久了。醒来吧！开始你另一阶段的梦想追逐！现在才是人生发挥的开始，祝福你！

Two Wolves

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.

He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 'wolves' inside us all.

One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

TargetLess

Phew...already finished my oral presentation for thesis yesterday. Didin't really feel that i had being through that, hardly feel the difference of before and after. The feeling was a satisfaction in achieving your task. I enjoy the session a lots.

The way of university life has finally come to the end. It's excited. But, there's worries and fears inside me - the path that i'm choosing for my future. Targetless, exhausted, mentally tired for anything. The first-three years job for a fresh graduate is essential to expand in the coming years. It's so misty for me right now. "What am I really want in life?"

See you at the top!

It's been long time i didn add any new post. All this while, i was busy with my final year project. i'll graduate soon. Ya...leaving almost 19 years of my study life, join into the reality world-work! It's a new beginning of the other path of my life...

Hmm...my feeling is damn complicated now. Mixed feeling... I'm very excited to start my new path, can't wait to have achievement of my career. However, i lack of courage. I'm afraid of the world outside. Will i have what I want? Or I got nothing after spending years of my time? May be I'm thinking too much.

But for sure, I have a positive thinking now. A good mindset that let me understand that life is full of excitements. Knowing my strength and weaknesses, putting efforts, I believe that i'll reach the top. Cheers...

Ma Precious...

Ahh..I was studied for papers coming on soon. Suddenly i come across all small little things that put on my desk for decorations. I realised that those little immobile garnishries actually have been walking through the past with me unconsciously, as one part of my life. Someone would say that is garbage, but it's cute!! Yaya...i have to admit that it's childish, but i just couldn't help it. Let me publish some of my favourite garnistries...

My booty... I like it most which give me courage to fight in the battle of my life. That chinese term on it's head means that : "You gonna be the Winner!" Looks familiar rite?! There are few more colours to choose in different character. Mine is warrior in red which symbolise courage. Go and grab one at Watson...lolz

Little piggy... (It's non-halal...lolz) Actually the piggy is separated with the stone. I purposely glue it together. I forgot where i bought it. If im not mistaken, it's at a shop at Mid Valley.

A small tanglung with light in it... It's presented by my friend during Mooncake festival 2 years ago.

My penholder... It's not very cute although, but it's meaningful. I bought it for charity when i was primary school. You should know that it's consider expensive for me that time.

Nokia 7610... It's indeed part of decoration for me, and yet it's connecting people. Haha.. I'm a Nokia supporter. Noticing the accessory as well- the carrying rope. It's a very useful and stylish tool, too. Both of it just a good match. Coincidently, the carrying rope is presented by my friend before the phone was bought.

Well...after glance through all this precious...

I've to come back to my studies -.-!

However, my mood is great!!

Ma Baby Niece

This looks weird. She need to cut her hair at her 30th days.

It's been long time i hope for a niece or nephew... Well, today is her 102th in this world! Yeah! Our Choo's precious- the new generations of our family. When she still inside tummy of my elder brother's wife, which i called 'dai sou', my family are so exciting that every individual have their present prepared for the baby. Me, as her aunty, has assigned to prepare a list of beautiful names to my brother. The name list was then send to some sifu to 'calculate' with the baby's birth time. A few names were sent back to my brother to be chosen as the baby name. Haha, finally she got a name-Choo Kit Yeng.

Her presence seem like giving each of everyone of us a new hope. I can sense (not feel) how suffer is my 'dai sou' giving birth to her. However, it's worth while after i interviewed my 'dai sou'. Salute for every single mummy around the world! Especially to my mummy, "you are my superwoman! *muackz!"

Let's talk about my lovely niece. She is a Sagittarius. A very naughty and choosy baby, who cried alot whatever she don't like it. Though she like to do that always, everyone would surrender for her yells -.-! Im not complain, im one of the them who obey her, serve her whatever ways until she stop crying. Even she just smile at you for once, you are willing to give her everything. How powerful is her huh...

Fist week after she was born. Cute!!

Seems like very old right?!

Wanna fight?!